After 8 long months I have lost my “battle” with my previous employer and was finally dismissed. The hardest part of this all for me, besides the one mistake I made, which I owned up to by the way, I basically took one for the team and the team has no idea what I did for them at ALL, most of which didn’t deserve my sacrifice or will they ever appreciate it. I will look like the “bad” guy in the end. That is fine, I sleep at night knowing the truth. I naturally am in the anger part of the “phase”. All this could have been avoided if ONE person hadn’t opened their mouth, or shall I say sent a few text messages that caused all of this to happen. I should be more angrier with him than anyone, simply b/c I fought for him from the beginning. I believe in Karma, so the next person I am very angry with will get his day. After all that is all I have to rely on, is KARMA.

I did make a bad decision that will always haunt me, and that was to be friends with the wrong people and of course the actual deed that was the deciding factor for my release. I will own up to that, but how can I sit back and know what I know and take it? Well…I’m done fighting. Again Karma.

I think losing my job, has made me a different person, not to trust anyone but my family and myself. I step back away from drama, nip it in the bud before it starts. I laugh at the petty things with my current employer that people think is drama, they have no idea what drama is…I like doing my job and leaving. This is one of my many life lessons, that I have learned from. I’m still alive, healthy and strong and know more about the world and myself. So, hopefully eventually my learning experience was just part of the big plan.

I am a good person, an even smarter person. I have a job where my bosses seem to really care and forgive for mistakes in the past and actually gave me a chance to prove what I am truly capable of. More later.

Lawyers are good. Freedom of speech is good. Jealousy is not and the truth shall set you free. Sometimes it takes 3 or maybe 4 good hard lessons to learn…I hope so.

I have always found that mercy bears richer fruits than strict justice.
–Abraham Lincoln